You see, last week I had a chest CT scan. It was the final scan that my doctor intended to run on my chest.
Following throat cancer treatment in New Jersey, an area had appeared on my right lung. This was first seen during the PET scan I had 11/29/12. That PET scan was to make sure that the throat cancer treatment I had just finished killed all the cancer. It did kill the cancer. But now there was this one little area that needed to be observed.
To make a long story as short as possible, I moved to Arkansas from New Jersey after my cancer treatment. I found new doctors, including one to track this "one little area". The doctor was wonderful. He followed this on my right lung and kept on telling me that he wasn't worried and that I shouldn't be worried.
But the results from this CT scan came in and this "one little area" had doubled in size since last summer. And, my doctor was on vacation. So I finally ended up talking to a resident in his office/clinic and the resident said that this "one little area" did not look like cancer.
So I dodged a bullet. Whew!!! After going through throat cancer treatment that finished in 9/2012... I was far from ready to face another type of cancer treatment now.
So yesterday was ok. I had coffee with a cousin and tried to mend some fences (that can happen in families), ran some errands, got my hair cut (which I hate) and went to buy some new bar stools for an apartment I am moving into on Tuesday. I have movers (real movers) who are scheduled to be here at 8 am Tuesday morning.
But as I was running around in one of my favorite home goods stores, making a purchase for my new apartment, things went from ok to OH NO.
My real doctor called me while he was on vacation. I know he is a straight shooter (he is from New Jersey after all) so after he told me that I would have to have a biopsy I asked him if the area of concern was malignant. He said that yes it is malignant. Then I asked him if it was operable. He said that yes it is operable.
The biopsy is scheduled for next Thursday and it can take up to a week for results.
I guess I'm not ok. I mean really... cancer again... so soon... I know it could be worse. But it still sucks.
Now I have to move on Tuesday and get biop'ed on Thursday...