What is home?

What is home?  I used to think it was where you grew up and where all your biologically related family members lived.

I'm not so sure anymore.

I am back living in the state where I grew up.  Almost all of my biologically related family members live here, too.

But I don't feel like I belong here.  I never felt I belonged here.  When I was a kid I didn't feel like I belonged here and spent my entire life trying to find a place I belong.

I was pretty sure I found it in New Jersey. But I had to leave again. It must not be where I belong or I wouldn't have kept on leaving.

But I miss New Jersey. I miss the climate & culture... The two things I don't like about where I grew up.

So what's a woman to do?