Finally. Today is my biopsy. Getting to this point has been a real ordeal. I don't know what will be next... depends on the diagnosis. I won't have that until, at least, Friday.

Occasionally I wonder why this has happened. I was trying to do the right thing, live the right way. I spent years getting out of debt and thought I was starting to build my life again. But this illness has totally drained me, financially and emotionally.

I suppose that there is a lesson here. I am pretty sure I will have time to contemplate... But benign is beautiful. It's just that no one at the hospital has given me much hope for that.